I mess it up, its official! Everthing you can do wrong, I did. I can't look at him and don't think about the things I did wrong... Maybe he forget it after a few months, but I always will me remind.
But I will move on, shit happens, and I am young I will meet new persons in my life and other boys to ( I hope.) The only thing I can do now is that I'm realy sorry, and hope that he will forgive me....